OK. None of you are obligated to accept my apology. I am sorry for everything. I have excuses, but you don't have to waste your time with them if you don't want to. I've just been under a shitstorm of various unrelated stressors to the point where my anxiety got pretty difficult to bear, that my parents refuse to allow treatment for and yell at me when I show any benign symptoms, and thought that I could bottle it all up and vent by sending nasty messages to people I don't even really know. I saw a few other idiots doing it, so I thought that it would be anywhere remotely close to acceptable.
That being said, I'm going off the grid for awhile. The messages were empty venting, although no less harmful and frightening, and I am really too much of a chickenshit coward to even perform any of that. You may not believe this, and you shouldn't have to, but I will not bring harm to anybody, as I will be seeking some form rehabilitation, therapy, or at least someone to help.
As for drawings, I made those disgusting posts and drawings a while ago, and any since have been 18 or older, even if their appearances slightly resemble that of any source material they were from.
I don't talk to Eden anymore. We became friends at the start of 2013, time passed and things got sour. I would start saying mean things to her, egged on by my bigoted family, when she, for instance, made a joke I found distasteful. We likely trigger anxiety and panic in each other, so we avoid each other. I was friends with one of her friends, though fae presumably became busy with a new job and lost touch.
Please, PLEASE, do not bring my family into this. I beg you not to punish them for something I did.
Long story short, you do not have to worry anymore, though you can if you still feel so. Whether you want to consider all this done and take everything down or not is up to you. I'm not going to be using any social networking for a good while, and if I find any other accounts, I will delete them. I will be limiting public and online activity to pursue private help.
Listening to: New Divide - Linkin Park
Reading: My comments
Watching: Adventure Time
Playing: Tomodachi Life
Eating: Gummy Bears